YOU KNOW, i hardly sit infront of the computer with much patience to type a post. school is still boring although there are days when the day passes fairly quickly and i am able to go home to ge my well-deserved sleep after a whole mind-racking day in school. we had 4 periods of chem in aircon yday and i was well awake for the first 2 periods and was able to actually UNDERSTAND what ferng was talking about. the next 2 periods were really tiring. just felt like sleeping but ferng seemed to be looking in my way. A math was next and had a real HIGHHHHH time wih alvi. haha. felt kind of accomplished and did not feel like studying. so i screwed my quiz today. )= arg. but i still believe i am able to pass and HOPEFULLY, do well in it. ahh. got back our physics quiz and i did  badly compared to the other time.

BUT ALL THESE ARE JUST DAMN STUPID RESULTS SO I WILL JUST IGNORE LAH! who cares man. (= life ain't just all about results. Enjoy your youth. Cheer up all! =D

i still think about ferng's stupid expression and it really makes me wanna laugh. espescially the other time when we got locked outside the class for going to the toilet. haha. ms ferng is was so comical.

HELLO CTK!!! i'm a sleeping pig you are a stinky pig. =D

till next time, bye.

YESERDAY was damn fun. went over to alvi's house to supposedly bake a brownie for bryna's bday. and wanted to give bryna a surprise the following day. but jinle spilled the beans! *$*^%(#* Baking was a total failure. we got all the measurements mixed up and used a measuring cup instead of a small cup. so we put too much water and i think too little oil. when we read the instructions, we were supposed to add 3/4 cups of oil and we thought it was so crazy,so oily.haha. until alvi's sister came. and stupid jiale and claire thought that the eggs were too small so they added another one. idiots. haha. then later while in the oven baking, we smelt a burnt smell and to cut the story short, the final product was more like a cookie rather than a brownie. even harder than a cookie. =/ then E and J went home so the rest of us just kind of slept in alvi's house.

THEN when we were on he cab, we realised that we had not enough cash. panicked like hell until jiale took out her emergency cash. moron! who say take out all the money ah! then the rest sucked.

BUT BUT BUT!!!! IM SO GLAD WITH MYSELF BECAUSE OF XYZABCDE!!! HAHAHA 

I THINK IM SO MEAN. I 'HID' MY SISTER'S AIR TICKETS BECAUSE SHE MADE ME PISSED. ALMOST MADE HER COULDNT FLY. HAHAHA. And i'm still pissed with her. damn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVI! <3

TRAINING was alright yday, wasnt so tough and all that. i just remembered those days when there were so many more people training together and training was so much tougher as compared to now. it was more fun, irnonically. but, i felt the morale so much stronger and when everyone was so shack and did not want to carry on, the encouragement was always there and it was really thrilling. the best part was supper. hah. we would cheer some people with the food we would be able to enjoy after that and i think, it worked sometimes.haha. and during supper, there would be a table with coaches and students or even tableS. one for coaches and the other for us, the students!(=  it was like bonding time. then afterthat, we would go to the playground and talk about everything under the moon. or we would play with fire or anything like that. sigh, nostalgia.

During nationals, the shouts and screamings from the club members were memorable and although you felt that you did not do your best, there was the comfort and it makes you feel want to train even harder to meet your own expectations and not fail your coach's expectations of you although they always said 'good fight' and stuff like that. it made me want to go back to trainings but since 2 years back, i dont know why but i did not feel like going for trainings anymore. but whenever i went for a training once in a while, it was good. haha i dunno what im saying. training is still tiring, and the satisfaction is really good in competitions when you really give all that you've got and that you've felt that all the trainings,injuries,pespiration paid off. when i see others fighting for the finals and i dont get a chance to fight anymore, i feel weird. haha not that i like to whack people up or something okay. its just like seeing your friends over there giving their best and you have been stopped from competiting anymore because of bias refrees, damn,the feeling is just unexplainable. you feel glad for your friend there that they are fighting for a national gold but at the same time, you feel that the person there,could have been yourself.

ahh, whatever it is, i am going to give my best. i dun want to disappoint myself again. maybe a national gold isnt a very big thing, but as what people always say, the final destination isnt what we fight for, its the journey that we go through that make everything worthwhile. maybe this is contradicting to why i quit track. but, i am srsly tired of running. this has been a really long post. lol.

all the way, sports people. (=

it seems like nobody actually comes here. )=  leave a tag before you all go alright! (=

everyday in school was rather like the normal routine other than wed when i woke up late for school. i had to pick up rubblish from the ground dammit. luckily the other latecomers were nice and so they did most, or rather, all of the job. haha. i'm still not quite used to waking up early because of the amount of time i could sleep during the march holidays. suddenly having to set alarms and waking up even when the sun is not up yet and i am still unaccustomed(is that the right word to use?) to it. i dont like being late and having to rush to school. Next week and following on will definately be better. (=

waking up with a smile;

i will start to post more regularly once i get my skins right. (= 

PROMISE!